everything's changin...

change is one of the only constant things in this world. the only thing that will ever stay the same. which makes things complicated when the thing staying the same means that nothing ever stays the same. change can be good or bad. it can build or destroy. whatever it does, your life won't be the same after it.

college was a big change in me. it's the time when i've been developing into a 'big girl'. i'm learning about the world. i'm making my own decisions. i'm making new friends. this year i made two of the best friends anyone could have. & i was even lucky enough to live with them. they are two of the best girls you'll ever meet. they are such great examples to everyone around them, & they make me want to be a better person. they are silly, lovely, understanding, crazy, fun, loving, hyper, sarcastic, caring & anything else you can think of to describe someone wonderful. 

as this semester reaches an end of 'my beginning', it creates new opportunities to grow. graduating high school was a huge step in creating my future, and now it's time to continue the journey. it makes me sad because our threesome will be split up. {only for a short time though, i'm still hopeful.} i'm going to miss living with haley, my little noodle. we have had so many good times this year, & grew closer than i've ever imagined. i'm going to miss hearing her bed creak in the morning, so i know she's awake. & the way she says hey when she comes home. i'm going to miss listening to our many song birds we have around our apartment. i'm going to miss talking in anus lips, something only she & i fully understand the joy in. i'm going to miss the weather & homework updates she constantly gives. & her extensive knowledge of justin bieber facts. i'm going to miss finding my computer, left with little treats on it like this...

 but lucky for me, kami leaves them, too.

i'm going to miss hiding all of her clothes & boots into her boots & having her find them in the morining...

 & dressing up to make a music video...

so here's to you, nood. thanks for being the best roomie i could ever imagine. i'm so grateful for your example & friendship in my life. although you won't live with me &  kam this summer, our door is always open. & we even have a spare bed for you to sleep on. i love you!

& here's to you kam, & to this summer. making new memories & friendships. here's to hoping for it to be the best adventure of all, full of excitement, just like this year was. i'm so excited to move in with you. thanks for everything you do for me. i love you!

here's a little video to remember all of the good times we had this year

& also our california video i never uploaded