can't say i didn't warn ya...

dear future husband...

i just wanted to take this time to inform you on some things that are going to happen when you & i fall in love. and i mean really in love. not the 'we're dating i want to impress you' kind of love, the 'we're getting married & will spend the rest of our lives together' kind of love. the good kind.
first of all, i am a super hormonal kind of gal. my emotions & i don't always get along. it's the most extreme version of fighting you can imagine. so, i am going to freak out over nothing. i am going to constantly break out into tears for an entire day, for some reason unknown to both you & i. i am going to indulge in every kind of chocolate-y & pizza-y thing i can find for an entire week. & you know what? you're going to love me anyway. that's the beauty of it.
i also am going to change my mind on everything. if you don't believe me, look at how many times i've changed the look of my blog in the past month.... i have a hard time making decisions, so you will probably be picking all the restaurants & movies we go to, because i'll never decide. i may have the urge to change our children's names after their second birthday, & you're going to have to hide the birth certificates. & make sure we actually fill it out in the first place. i will probably want to change the color scheme of our house every couple of years also. change pillows or wall color, just to make it new & exciting.
i am a silent kind of mad person. i hold it in too much, so i'm going to need you to know when to ask questions, and when to leave me some space. it's a tough job i know, but after time i'm sure it'll get better. don't always make me be the one to come to you when we fight, try to make an effort to fix things too. together, i know we'll be able to get through any argument or obstacle thrown our ways.
i am never going to eat ham or bacon, ever. so don't expect me to make a ham for christmas dinner or serve bacon with our hash browns & scrambled eggs. & when i meet your parents, i am probably going to lie & just tell them i'm allergic. that way, i won't have to hurt their feelings or my taste buds.
i know i am going to be a lot to handle, but i also am going to love you more than anything & do anything in the world for you. i will be the best wife i can be so that we can grow & learn together & build our relationship for the rest of our lives.
i am being the best i can be right now to prepare for you, so that when you come along, i'll be ready for you & worthy of your love. i hope you are making good choices & doing the same for me.

looking forward to meeting you...
kels